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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Needs to stop this childish attitude of mine being so persistent on something. Else this would cause alot of arguements in near future or now itself. Tolerate, keeping quiet and think before i speak. I am clearly showing my friends the other side of being being so childish in a way of giving opinions and thoughts. All of this must go. Today itself.
Nights.
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『12/09/2009 11:47:00 PM』
Saturday, December 5, 2009
The lecturer is now trying to torture us by not giving us any outlines for our finals with no tutorials only his lengthy notes. I don't think we would get to absorb anything much from his so called 'teachings'.
Somehow some of the classmates are starting to indirectly insult me just by briefly talking to me. A part of me wants to respond to his indirect insults but i hold on to myself yet again. I won't benefit anything from an arguement. It's simply a waste of time. Those who are insulting around me will eventually be tired and walk away some day.
This is just the 2nd day, i am already feeling the daggers flying around to hit me either on purpose or by hidden purposes. Either way, i will still hold it to it. Keeping quiet. Smile :D
Alot of work done today. I am satisfied. I can finally feel the 'weekend' feelings coming to me now. It's much better than being bored all the time as this busy-ness can occupy me some time to not think of any other unwanted issues
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『12/05/2009 01:21:00 AM』
Friday, December 4, 2009
Why am i feeling so uneasy deep down. Eventhough i tried to tell myself everything is going to be okay. Somehow i felt like someone is squeezing my lungs or rather my heart. Perhaps i gave out too much of tears? Or i am just having a minor depression. Will find out soon eventually.
Must not worry anyone on how i feel or so. I'll be fine. 1 night's sleep would be everything i need. I'll just ignore and smile my way through this 2 semesters no matter how painful it can be. A wounded heart is still capable of beeping for 2 years i can still go on with only 6 months. 6 months till i won't see them with their senseless blames anymore.
Infinite dimensions in my storage of locked up unwanted and / or wanted would always have a palce to store such things. So, there's nothing to worry about (:
I love all my friends and also my family members for taking care of me also being concern of me on this issue. I will go on with life with everything i can.
Enduring life a step at a time in pain.
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『12/04/2009 12:37:00 AM』
