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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Today marks another history in life where i felt so happy i just don't know how to express them (:
It's such a rare occasion that we can actually have an outing with my family and my cousins!
This day would be a permenant memory to be kept for as long as i live. (:
Love my family members; Each and every one of them (:
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『11/21/2009 11:39:00 PM』
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Well i am back to posting again since this is the only place where i can rant my anger and whine all i want.. Basically there are still no suitable ones to talk to although i thought there is but they can't be listening to me 24/7 right? They will get bored of hearing me whine sooner or later. Sigh.
Anyways, it has been up and down lately but the for most concern is my degrees which is coming to me soon and i am gonna be separated with my classmates yet again and step into another a new environment full of strangers. As usual, keeping quiet is my specialty. I do it often XD
Friends.. How terrible can they be? (Generally all of them excluding some of them) Believe me! A lot of them just use me to benefit or gain something after that i am trash to them perhaps not even trash? Just mere 2 years and i am forgotten and sort of like treated as a stranger to them. Why the separation after my secondary school life everyone would forget me. I remember each and everyone of their birthdays and none remembered mine. I wish them on time and at their birthday. All they said was thank you. When it's my birthday, where are they? I don't even get a single wish from them. Not even one. When i ask them when is my birthday, they would find an excuse saying that they couldn't remember and i really feel sad about this. Been always reading blogs of my other ex-classmates. They are really having their time with the group. As usual, where is mine? None to be exact. My house, my bed is the only member in my group. My msn would be so quiet left there on all day, just to see some whom i might be able to talk to. As usual again, there are either none or they would be busy. Not just one day but most of the time. Whenever when you see them who needs my help my msn would be pooping up like crazy. When i need them just to listen to me, that would be a big problem because they don't wanna entertain me. Don't blame me for thinking too much but it's how i feel.
I don't know how long have a texted someone unless it's asking my classmate to get up or to text my classmate something. However a leisure texting just to chit chat = none, no chance at all. Those who used to chit chat with me would just anyhow ignore me now. The ones that they would say is just some sort like a 'sweet word' just to ditch me off. Even when i see them so free just to have a little social conversation they would deny me. Sigh, life is getting lonelier and boring day by day. Sometimes i just demand some attention from my friends, just a little bit but they couldn't be bothered to entertain me.. I just feel so sad. I just can roll on my bed and read comics keeping everything to myself again as usual. Heh.
I guess thats all to write today. Off to bed again :/
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『11/07/2009 10:10:00 PM』
