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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
The 1st day of the tournament was a havoc. Everything wa messed up because we are lack of staffs and also our events are not well organized. Everything ended right in time though.. Until the time when it comes to the lab, the computers start to fail us by restating for no reason at all. Been wasting time figuring it out and finally everything went back to normal as the former event hoster is there to help us. The day ended with a tiring mood and also a pissed mood as someone had done something which made the entire staff group pissed. We had a meeting and i straight away screw him flat.
5th June 2009,
2nd day, everything seems fine. Until something wrong came up. There's a communication error which made 2 teams in a fight and also internal staff arguement over an issue. I started the issue by not updating completely my friend who is one of the team in the sittuation.. This situation is really hard as its a decision between which team is going to advance into the finals.. We wasted 3 hours discussing that matter. Took a decision but it was a wrong move and in the end we had to take the path which we have mistakenly taken.. Rumours and gossips start to spread around. My name has been officially tainted . Lecturers start asking me, even some unknown students start asking me. I've dragged my classmate, my friend into a mess and i had to take a drastic decision to disqualify him.. Which is painful and sad..
Had alot of arguements, i had too much of thoughts and i'm thinking too much.. Finally i had an emotinal breakdown and my tears couldn't stop falling. It's an embarassing moment. I have more to tell but i'm just tired and don't feel like typing any furthur today...
And i finally realised there's a few 'friends' of mine only responds to me when they need my help or once in a blue moon they suddenly talk to me and after getting something they disappear for the next blue moon. I just feel.. used.. Sigh.. I don't want to mention names.. They should know themselves..
Nights
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『6/08/2009 12:30:00 AM』
