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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Okay~ Let's get starting with my MAIN topic today x)
Hmm~! Classmates has been a big question of mine. Arent the sweet memories of the togetherness be kept on for as long as we live for? Why am i left out in the usual classmate group which im in. Am i to be forgotten because im not worth to be remembered for? It doesn't matter anymore as im just happy for you all which are still together in one group and im just another stranger in the public.
Was still thinking what ever had i done wrong in the past. As i figure out we're quite closely knit together but why am i left out at present? Something which i am now does not please either one of the friends in the group or all of them just hate me?
Making up excuses to not let me join in is just so not nice. I know im sensitive but i can sense that my presence is just not welcomed there..
If there's any disatisfaction about me say it out.. Don't give me hints of avoiding me or giving me the unpleasent feeling. It hurts you know..
Just this one question in my mind now and then.. Are you really my friend?
I think alot especially when something happens i just happen to be thinking alot. Sometimes it results in huring myself for unecessary reasons and doubts. Tend to make myself miserable too..
Just don't get it sometimes. Why i feel life so boring sometimes. Everything bores me.. Friends not responding to me~ Busy brother which disappears now and then xD
More to talk about this tommrow i just dont have the mood to write anymore..
Nites..
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『5/04/2009 10:50:00 PM』
