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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
I had almost to near completion of lost of passion on games. Some of my friends just ruin the mood and passion of mine to continue games. They just have to ruin everything~ More over~ They are once under me in a certain way when they are intro-ed to a new thing. When they are better than me and had wings to fly. All the past has been forgotten and also being proud for what they had achieved making me feel left out..?
Some precious efforts which i've placed into certain personnal interests on mine on a game is just a waste of time, effort and money as somehow my hardwork is just a waste when my account was being suspended for no reason at all. Thats thanks to the great work of asiasoft. =)
Picking up stress from games instead of enjoying them; Am i silly or what? Being upset because of something which occured in the virtual world; Being depressed because of losing something in the virtual world.. Comparing it in real life, it's really a silly thing to do..
Well my lost on interests on games is a good thing.. Good in a way which i could focus more on my real life issues and also studies to catch up. Yet i still envy the old skills which i had on gaming which i had lost for some time ago~ =/
2 roads diverged from a road.. Which to choose.. which not to choose..?
But from what i know, im already on the path which games are just a side part of my life not anymore as a big factor in my life like last time. Maybe that's the new me =)
Crossed out the unachievable wish in my wishlist and added one new wishlist =)
Will be blogging again soon Nites :D
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『5/13/2009 01:58:00 AM』
