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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Some words are not to be trusted. As they are just sweet words to please you. Some promises are not to be hoped on. Promises are meant to be broken. Some actions are not to be expected. As we cannot force someone to do something which they don't like or wish to do.
Placing too high hope on something is just meaningless sometimes. Because it might just be very depressive sometimes once something you've hoped on didn't happened or turns out to be worse.
Some incidents might just break my fragile heart even the closest ones will do that from time to time no matter how many hints have been made. They never realise. Countless times it has been told.
Histories are like a lesson for us not to repeat the same mistake ever again. But it izin't the same nowadays anymore. The mistakes will be carried foward and repeat it several times without actually even realising.
Define friendship.
Define brotherly and sisterly relationship.
Define family.
I really want to know how it actually works. Not as what i actually expect. 3 factors which are entirely affecting a part of my life.
Holding them tight hoping that they would be my life support on going on with everything without giving up. It seems that every single one of it is letting me down. Even at tough times non of them show up to show care and affection. Was hoping that they would realise the fact that its really a pain and i really need them there.
So, why not just stay stationary in a small box with only one person alone.
Emotionless is the best option so that it woldn't bother me from feeling anything.
Emptiness in my thoughts so that none of them haunt me in my dreams and hopes.
Remain a low profile just lt everything in.
Keeping quiet at all times.
Letting everything go.
Thats all i could say.
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『3/17/2009 02:43:00 PM』
