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The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Everytime i watch the drama. It just made me so sad andi cried everytime. Some just wished that they would live longer and not leaving the world at a young age as they had limited time to spend with their friends and family.
Everytime i watch the drama. Past memories would fleetingly come by and just make me cry. Endless tears of regret and sorrow would just suddenly come on to me. It's just weird.
Today, i just happened to talk about this issue with my mum. It's such a sad thing when my friends couldn't appreciate their lives the way it is. Most importantly i can see that the ones i care didn't really appreciate their lives.
My father's brother (uncle) had another accident this morning. He ate drugs and drive and he was involved in an accident. This is the 2nd time he is like this. Ever since he owns a pub. He always went out late and came back in the morning. He is so studborn and wouldn't listen to my father's or any relative's advise. He had another accident during the 2nd day of Chinese New Year early in the morning. It's just so sad. Soon, if he doesn't change.. his family would be broken due to several issues.. Sigh.. I care about him alot.
Most of the ones that i really care are just involving themselves into life threatening situations. It's just so sad to see them admitting to hospital or just getting injured. I really don't know what should i do. I couldn't help with anything.
Sometimes no matter how much i hate someone, i still care about them eventhough i really hate them at times. It's just how it is.
I'm always strong on words but im just having a weak heart. I don't know what's wrong with me but recently i had just changed. I realised it and even my friends said that to me. Wondering what is the factor causing it to make me so down and emotional. Well, blogging is still my best way and solution in bursting out everything.
I couldn't find anyone comfortable enough to talk with anymore. The only one also had his 2nd half of his life as he is also busy now and barely spend some time talking to me.
Well, i expected that to come one day. Trying to get back to my old self now. I hope everything turns out fine. =/
Updated my wishing well's list.
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『3/19/2009 07:07:00 PM』
