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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Every morning when i wake up, i approach the computer and i asked myself. What should i do today. It seems that i'm just out of things to do already that is actually interesting for me to continue on it.
When i want to talk to someone, i just pmed them but no replies. Either they are not replying or they are just busy and not replying. Sometimes i just waited until they are finally in the "available status" so i can actually pm them and chat with them but sometimes they are also just not enteraining me. Even sometimes i waited until the status is finally available and i wanted to talk to them and before i knew it they are either way or just went offline. ... (These are just in msn)
Is it that hard to find someone to talk with? Sometimes when im in a chat, i don't know whether he / she is busy with something or not yet i still continue. So sometimes when they just didn't reply for a preety long time.. i just come up with an excuse or just mention that i don't want to bother them anymore. Thats the only possible thing i could do. So most of the time, i'll just try not to contact or bother them eventhough i really really bored and had nothing much to do. So, i'll just stare at my screen and just find something to do. If i ever receive some of them which pmed me who i really want to talk to, i would be so happy but most of the conversations end up with just a few lines and we eventually stopped talking already so.. it's kinda sad that we couldn't talk much. It seems as though they are not interested in talking with me or just entertaining me for some time and just get an excuse to not talk to me anymore.
Sweet words that are just a temporary effect to make me happy is not going to make me happy because they normally ends up in a disappointment. Please do not agree in doing something and / or helping me out with something when you are not capable of doing so and / or some promises or statements to prove that they are capable of doing certain actions. Instead you can just say you cant help me / Clarify that you are unable to do such action or not tell it out at all, i will happily accept it. =)
Things are not like it used to be anymore. It's just turning into a very boring life of mine. Don't know when it'll be any better.
Always hoping for the best ^^
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『3/25/2009 10:08:00 PM』
