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The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
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Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Didnt blog for a few days, was kinda busy and tired too. Well, not really busy. :x Went out to walk around with my classmate grandma rachael~ She asked me out to walk with another friend of hers so i agreed and we went to times square and later on to petaling street.
Nothing much to take pictures~ It's a nice long way and a great day to have a walk like that but it's indeed tiring~ ! Overall thak you grandma rachael for asking me out and have a walk which i really hoped to travel to KL and have a walk.
P.S. it's my 3rd time going to times square and the 1st time to petaling street. Her friend was shocked after hearing that from me. I did some silly stuffz too.
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People are just so weird. When there is a chance or an oportunity in front of them, they just take it for granted. When they lose it they will just simply emo about it and just take it as a very sad story and expect others to be pity on them. It's just a really silly plot to attract attention.
Now, i realised the term 'What goes around, comes around' is true. There's a classmate of mine which is oftenly boasting about his 2nd half and he's been talking non stop about her and 'lanci-ing' about it,today they finally broke up *Update* I spoke too soon =/ This is sooooo not the term anymore. It's just weird because, he's the first person i've ever seen boasting in front of others like that. It's like he wants the world to know he has a gf. I am not happy nor sad about it. It's just what i see from the term 'what goes around, comes around'.He was punished with that for doing nasty things in front of us. P.S. their relationship aren't even a month.*Update* *grumbles*
Love, what is the true meaning behind it? I've seen too many blind love. Some even just take love as a simple matter. They just get together and just break up after 2~3 weeks? Is love a game? I don't think so. It's just so painful to see a break up couple, where both of them are being emotionally depressive in each side. Especially both of them are my friends. Well, if one of them are doing it on purpose, then he / she is a real bastard.
Virtual love, too many of them. Yet some couldn't differ virtual and reality relationships. They just think that when it's the end in the virtual world, its the same in the real world as well. Virtual love is spoiling the real purpose of love. People are just taking advantage of it. Which makes the purpose of love losses its meaning already.
Don't you think you're just being too much by flirting on other girls and even tried to hang out with girls when you have a gf already? People like this is just pure bastards. They wouldn't appreciate on having one and when they eventually losses one, they will just grief and be sad about it over and over again. Then it'll be a part of his sad story and something to be proud of and just compare with the others and tell their tales of pride and even compare 'experiences'. Lame shit.
Sometimes i feel like blogging but it's just not convinient to do so. But some things which i really wanna tell sometimes i will just forgot about it. So, i will try my best to get a time and blog to write out all my feelings in me.
Exactly, what pride, gain or benefit do we actually get if we're good in games? I just don't get it. People are just griefing, being sad or embarrased over something which is actually POINTLESS They'll just compare with the others and just brag and brag and brag. If others can do it, why not you? If you can't do it, work harder. If it's impossible, let it be. So what if they are better than us in certain parts of the game? It izn't a big deal when someone beats you in certain games and be proud of it. Those are pure bastards.We are much more focussing on life than just a mere game to compete with others for one reason or another. Besides! The real purpos for a game is just to enjoy and have fun. Not in this way, they just ruin the concept of a game.
People can be doing things which has no limitations sometimes, i was helping out a friend because i have a free time. It wasn't easy and it takes alot of time and also patience. After helping ones, she continued to ask me to help for a few times. I agreed because i was free. After not long later, she frequently came and ask for my help everyday and eventually expect me to help her when she askd me to. The only thing she has to say to me was the only sentence to instruct me to help her. Wasn't that too much? When i told her im not free and im busy or im sleeping early she just practically shows her temper to me. When i was late to help her or i need some time to finish my work, she just show her temper to me again. What the hell was that? When i asked her for her help, she just ges an excuse and chase me off. Eventually, now im just ignoring her as she is being too pushy.
There are just so many weird people around me, none of them are just good to me. Most of them are just playing weird or evil. That's normal for me already, there isn't anyone which are close to me to protect me from them or just being care about it. Most of them time i'll just either keep quiet, complain it to my friends (closest ones) and my brother or just throw it here.
Ignorance just annoys and somehow hurts me sometimes. I can't fnd out what's actually going on and sometimes there are too much of possibilities to it. Please, at least reply me something instead of ignoring me..
Sigh, i wonder how much of tears are going to be shed and also pressures o handle from the society which is waiting in front of me. I'm just not ready for it yet.
Well, that is all i could express today.
Ok la, i forgot to put in; BRENDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
♥ Silent Tears
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『3/23/2009 05:51:00 PM』
