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♥ *Effective from 6th February '09 onwards
The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
Today izin't a really good day well, for me though~ I got my test paper back (Java II) I only scored like.. 26/50?! ... so i totally screwed it.. Sigh.. My eyes seemed to be fine today and i still dare not ask / tell my parents why because this might just worry them and i would be banned from using the computer or something lol~
Then a sudden call from my aunty saying that my uncle had discharged into the hospital for a backbone surgery.. He drove there with a motorcycle himself! He didn't even tell us about this. I'm seriously worried about him. Whether he is fine or not.. He is still not awake from his surgery since this afternoon. I hope everything is alright. Suddenly my feelings just felt so sad. Actually im not really in a good mood as well today.
Heard the news about my club's trip it's about 400 bucks.. o_o" I thought i was treating my bro for this trip but it seemed that it's too expensive ~_~ OPS! I said out my true motive ... :x.. Well i was hoping if he would go that'll be great xD His phone was barred but his house's internet line is up! That's good news though~ But i doubt he would be even buzier than before after he had his house line =/ We didn't really get to talk much lately or really spend time playing together becuse of these few points. Well he's a busy guy i couldn't hold him on =D I'll just maybe sleep when i have nothing to do xD Nothing really interests me anymore.
Sometimes i just hate people rub it on ur face with the extra skills and talents they have.. They can design well, why critisize others? They can play better than us why called us noobs and stupid? Everyone started from square one. You can't be flying when you havent even learn to walk. I just don't understand them sometimes. I am definately reffering to someone which i don't wanna mention incase he views my blog. I just don't get them. I really hate these people.
There's a 'friend' of mine which is actually good to me but actually he has other intentions behind it. He is very good at it until i found out what is he actually trying to do. I will becareful when i encounter / talk to him.
Day by day it just gets much and much more boring. I had no closed ones to talk to. They are all busy. I had no company to play games with. So ends up i didn't play any. One day just somehow passed without me actually noticing it and another day meaninglessly passed. My sleeping times are totally out. I don't know when i could actually sleep. I don't know what should i do. Haih~ The boringness is seriously killing me.. Where is my company? :/
My family condition is really messy now sigh.. Might sleep early since im down, not really in the mood or maybe i might not sleep at all.. or perhaps the ones i really want to talk to is here..
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『2/27/2009 07:11:00 PM』
