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The loner ♥
Name » Alex
Age » 19 ('10)
Status » Single
Gender » Male ♂
Birth Date » 20 / 07 / 91
Constellation » Cancer
Chinese Zodiac » Goat
♥ Emotional
♥ Sensitive
♥ Sensible
Wish upon a star ★
[ ] A joyful life ♥
[ ] Stop being moody ♥
[ ] A better appearance ♥
[ ] Excel in my studies ♥
[ ] Life would be meaningful ♥
[ ] Lead a better life ♥
[ ] Wouldn't be lonely ♥
I recently talked to my online friend. He's sort of like a counselling friend to me. I told him everything about my troubles and why am i so down and feeling lonely~ He came to a conclusion that im lack of broherly / sisterly love =/ Someone who really knows about me and somehow looks after me or even be there when i need them =/ *Besides a girlfriend*
Since i don't have any brothers nor sisters older than me.. (Better not have 1) Foster brothers or sisters treating me like a little brother i would be very happy of that already =). But it seems that none of them wish to pick me as one~ Only 1 senior of mine who really treated me as her little brother~ Sook Yee =D I really appreciate it! I'm always attached to my friends and some i even treated them just like my big brother :/ It's just that they didn't realise or knew only (:
Hmm.. I treated my classmate Jack, Kid Kid, Aki, Rei as my big brother already. They are really nice to me! I normally talked every single thing in various topics with them. My worries and my difficulties and even those which troubles me. So.. i tend to sms them everyday and sometimes even bothers them from time to time =x I care about them more than my friends.. Well by a little bit only =x They are important to me =D Somehow two of them began to have their own lives to go through so the only 2 person currently entertaining me is Kid Kid and Jack :]. Although i treated them like my big brother.. They just treated me as a friend~ Oh well =] Perhaps i would find someone who willing to treat me as his little brother some day in the future or any of them in the list would somehow decided to pick me as one. I will be waiting till the day it happens =D. Since not much people read my blog i dare to post it here x)
But yet some others are remained as my friends because i don't think they would be nice to me in some way or the other. >.>
♥ Silent Tears
What has been written ♥ ;
『2/16/2009 08:47:00 PM』
